Making Room - Part 2:  The Cage
Nikol Kristina Nikol Kristina

Making Room - Part 2: The Cage

A lifetime of feeling too much and not enough taught me to shrink myself to fit spaces that were never meant for me. This is about marriage, work, worthiness, and learning that maybe I was never the problem at all.

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Making Room - Part 1:  The House & The Ghosts
Nikol Kristina Nikol Kristina

Making Room - Part 1: The House & The Ghosts

I sold my house to move into his, but moving into his house felt exactly like moving into his house. I didn’t realize then how much space grief, fear, history, and unspoken pain could take up inside a home.

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Accountability and Grace
Nikol Kristina Nikol Kristina

Accountability and Grace

Grace without accountability enables.
Accountability without grace wounds.

Real growth requires both.

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Still…I Trust
Nikol Jones Nikol Jones

Still…I Trust

Not everything has been restored…
but enough has been to know who You are.

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Still…I Protect
Nikol Kristina Nikol Kristina

Still…I Protect

A quiet confession about the things that don’t let go easily—patterns, instincts, and the tension between what was and what still lingers.

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Still…I Pray
Nikol Kristina Nikol Kristina

Still…I Pray

A reflection from a past journal entry—on prayers that never quite left.

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I Thought I Understood What God Was Asking of Me
Nikol Jones Nikol Jones

I Thought I Understood What God Was Asking of Me

I remember the certainty more than the moment.

Not because anything dramatic happened—but because I believed I understood what I was being asked to carry.

I heard the words clearly: “I wouldn’t have picked you for this if I didn’t think you could handle it.”

What I didn’t understand then… was what “handle it” would actually require.

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And I Am Not
Nikol Kristina Nikol Kristina

And I Am Not

I thought I was searching for answers.

I didn’t realize I had started questioning God.

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This Is Where It Starts
Nikol Kristina Nikol Kristina

This Is Where It Starts

A few years ago, I believed a lie—that because my life was messy and unresolved, I didn’t get a voice anymore.

This is the moment I decided that wasn’t true—and why I’m starting to share the real, unfiltered parts of my story again.

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How to Use AI to Style Yourself
Nikol Kristina Nikol Kristina

How to Use AI to Style Yourself

If you want to try AI as a personal stylist, here’s exactly how to do it—what to say, what to expect, and how to get better results without wasting time.

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StitchFix vs. AI: Which Styled Me Better?
Nikol Kristina Nikol Kristina

StitchFix vs. AI: Which Styled Me Better?

I tried Stitch Fix again—but ended up letting ChatGPT style me instead. Here’s exactly how I used AI to find clothes that actually fit my style, body, and real life.

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Things They Don’t Tell You About AI
Nikol Kristina Nikol Kristina

Things They Don’t Tell You About AI

Everyone is talking about what AI can do.

What we don’t talk about is what it’s like to actually use it.

Because somewhere between the efficiency and the productivity…

you realize something strange:

You’re not just using AI anymore.

You’re managing it.

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The Skirt I Was Afraid To Wear
Nikol Kristina Nikol Kristina

The Skirt I Was Afraid To Wear

I almost didn’t wear the skirt.

Not because it didn’t fit—

but because I wasn’t sure how I would be seen in it.

It felt small. Almost silly.

But it wasn’t.

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What I Thought Restoration Meant (Part 3)
Nikol Kristina Nikol Kristina

What I Thought Restoration Meant (Part 3)

I thought I understood what it meant for God to restore something.

I thought it meant putting things back the way they were.

But what if restoration was never about that at all?

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Hiding (like an Easter Egg)
Nikol Kristina Nikol Kristina

Hiding (like an Easter Egg)

I almost didn’t go to church on Easter. But something in me said go. This is what it felt like to sit in the back row and realize—I’m hiding.

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Let the Waters Wash You Clean
Nikol Kristina Nikol Kristina

Let the Waters Wash You Clean

When faith feels more like failure than belief, sometimes the only thing left to do is go back—to the place where you remember, and let God soften what has grown hard.

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Starting Again…
Nikol Kristina Nikol Kristina

Starting Again…

I used to share more often. Then life shifted, and I stopped—not because I didn’t have words, but because I wasn’t sure how they would land. This is me, starting again.

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