Nikol Kristina 5/10/26 Nikol Kristina 5/10/26

Making Room - Part 1: The House & The Ghosts

I sold my house to move into his, but moving into his house felt exactly like moving into his house. I didn’t realize then how much space grief, fear, history, and unspoken pain could take up inside a home.

Nikol Kristina 4/26/26 Nikol Kristina 4/26/26

Still…I Protect

A quiet confession about the things that don’t let go easily—patterns, instincts, and the tension between what was and what still lingers.

Nikol Kristina 4/19/26 Nikol Kristina 4/19/26

And I Am Not

I thought I was searching for answers.

I didn’t realize I had started questioning God.

Nikol Kristina 4/3/26 Nikol Kristina 4/3/26

If You Were Fighting For Me… What Were You Fighting For? (Part 2)

I needed to believe God was fighting for me—that something was happening behind the scenes. But when everything fell apart anyway, I was left wondering what He was actually fighting for.

Nikol Kristina 4/1/26 Nikol Kristina 4/1/26

The Verse I Don’t Know What To Do With Because Nothing Changed (Part 1)

I built a lot on the idea that God would fight for me if I was still —that something would change. But what do you do when you’ve been still… and nothing has? When the thing you believed for doesn’t come, and you don’t know what to do anymore?

Nikol Kristina 3/30/26 Nikol Kristina 3/30/26

Let the Waters Wash You Clean

When faith feels more like failure than belief, sometimes the only thing left to do is go back—to the place where you remember, and let God soften what has grown hard.